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Fine…there’s this guy who is after Miss Right and I believe this time is for real. She dun feel disgusted and in fact happy about it; so I guess it must be him liao…I dun know why but I have this weird feeling about this whole thing…Before you all think further, NO, I dun have any kind of love feeling towards her…if I have it, we would have started long time ago. We just dun have that kind of chemistry. But of course, she’s a good companion for my weekend time. Somehow, play an important role at this stage of my life. I’m someone who dun really easily accepts changes. So, it kind of awkward for me to see this guy hanging around in our living room almost everyday now…And also, I lost one good partner during my weekends. Initially, I thought I’m just being selfish for being unhappy about having some stranger in the living room most of the time. Or am I just being jealous ? Am I can’t accept the fact that she’s will be attached soon ? Then, I think hard...and harder, no…not really. Jealous…maybe a little bit; as in you seems you lost 1 best friend and the time spend with her...that kind of jealous. But the real problem now is, this thing is affecting my lifestyle. I seriously dun like to come back home after a hard day work and some stranger is sitting in the living room. I can’t have my dinner at the living room at all. I can’t do my laundry. I can’t rest outside. Then, come weekends, lots of thing I can’t do if someone else to be there. It just not so convenient. I suddenly lost my privacy which I desperately treasure. She totally forgotten we made a pact before that we’ll try to avoid bringing back friends to respect each other privacy. Anyway, I mentioned to her before the other week, someone got to move if this carries on…but then again, she just not that sensitive to care about what’s going on…And yes, this is one of the issue that has been bothering me this few days…
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