When will this feeling end ??

Saturday: Unsteady mind.
Woke up pretty early…like 9 plus. The weird feeling is still around. I guess 1 side of me got this very super duper weak mind. Very unstable and filled with negative thoughts. And it always happens when I came back from Ipoh…where I left a very homey and loved place. Am I really that bad in adapting changes of environment ??? Yes, I AM. It will take me few days to adjust back to normal life…What a loser…
Anyway, Wilson came to my place for awhile before heading down to meet LaiPeng & Celine. Wow !! It has been ages since I last saw them. We had coffee at Starbucks. Talked and bitched about office…as usual. Had dinner with them at around 9plus. Ray, our birthday boy called and said he’s bored. And yeah, I felt so sorry…I totally forgotten about his birthday until Wilson mentioned about it earlier…and Ray is not any ordinary fren, he’s one of my closest fren…felt pretty guilty about it and to make it worse, I msg’ed him about other things earlier in the morning without mentioning anything about his birthday…ha-ha...
Anyway, he came down to Tampines to join us when we're half-way thru the dinner. Came back to my place for some gambling again…with 6 cans of beers. Not bad an idea to chill out this way…And I really need someone to be around as often as possible whenever I’m goin thru this mental problem…hahaha…I WILL BE FINE AND I KNOW IT…IT IS JUST ONE OF THOSE PERIOD…