CNY Backdated stuff : Tuesday - 31 Jan

Tuesday: The Feeling Lost Day.
Haiz…the feeling of lost, bored, sad, insecure, confuse, etc are all coming in as I’m mentally preparing for myself to leave Ipoh. Somehow, I find myself pretty bad in adjusting to changes…any kind of changes….environment, people, things, weather…anything. FUCK…I really hate that feeling. Let’s not talk about it now…
Anyway, went shopping AGAIN. Bought 6 pairs of socks…it’s nice...ok…and cheap. Bought some goodies too from Ipoh. Came back and had “Lai Fun” as dinner. It’s like the “chu mee fun” but thicker and home-made. It’s super nice and serves like yong tow foo style. Then, went to look for Wai for a quick chat; she’s one my very close fren during secondary school...and now only keep in contact thru mails. Long time never see her liao...However, too bad, Yin, another close fren of mine who is staying next door was not around. Chatted for awhile and went for tea with some other frens; just a quick one.
Haiz…maybe most of them got married liao…or because we’re all getting old…or because some of them moved out from the area…or because… everybody just too lazy to come out…Anyway also good lah…went back home early and spend more time with family…And need to do some packing too…