Why still do or talk about it when you'll regret it ?

Went to see Susan this evening, as in 2plus. She looks pretty pale..still feeling quite uncomfortable. I guessed she just need to rest and struggle thru these few days. Get well and rest well to her. And you know what..I found out from her that the bills will come out to be around 10K+++. Fuck..it’s ridiculous..how can an ordinary working class people afford it ?? That’s why, in this society, poor people better dun fall sick..!!
And yeah, I got a “so sorry” mail from Kelvin (the IT guy) for forgotten to inform us about the password thingy.

Fine..the “so difficult to arrange” dinner outing with PT, Greg & Karen has been cancelled AGAIN and moved to tomorrow night. Instead, I met up with Chryssie for dinner at Lau Pa Sat. Bloody hell, left office at 8.30 tonight. It’s always good meeting her up ‘coz she got lots of thing to say..haha..
Do you ever experience where you did something and STRAIGHT away you regretted it..? It happens to me too bloody often. Worst is, situation where you tell yourself that you’ll definitely regret it..so dun do it..and yet, seconds later..you still do it !! Fuck.I hate when I’m like that..feel like slapping myself.
Wow..is this Friday a good day ? There will be 3 events..our co’s outing, Jimmy’s birthday and Alwyn’s farewell. Too bad I can only attend 1. Guess I need to split myself..