You think there'll be bonuses ? Think again...

I want BONUS. Haiz...it’s end of the year AGAIN. Besides its festival season, it’s BONUS time too. Initially, I really put on high hopes for getting bigger bonuses. But now, seems like the chances are quite slim according to “sources”. WALAU...really fuck leh...if it’s true. I gave up my previous bonus when I joined this co. Although the big big boss did mention few times that he will try to give out bonuses if possible but then again…who knows !! And I thought that with the bonuses, I can settle some of the “loans” and pamper myself a bit…but all gone now...all gone…So, nowadays I'm trying to get rid of my expectation that I already built long time ago...